My Heart, Now Whole Again

An old soul at seven
he expresses wisdom
without reservation
in poetry of thought.

He moves with frantic
energy, until he settles
into remarkable
moments of reflection.

On a timeless beach,
on sand as fine as
sugar and cinnamon
he contemplates value.

He see’s himself in
this timelessness, as well as,
the fragility of life, and
the randomness of chance.

A handful of sand he lets
pass through his fingers
saying, mom this is my 
heart if I didn’t have you.

Then with another handful
he says, as he holds it firm,
this is my heart, now 
whole again.

 

for Carson Michael Flynn

 

Bridges

Are metaphors for connection
and yet they always seem too far
and once crossed, it is often
their fate to be burned,

We value wins, but not win-win,
for it is in our nature, like small
children, to see the world as win-lose
which invariably is lose-lose.

A bridge to our destruction
is the one built across the river
of lies, a river of constant turmoil
that we see as something to conquer.

A bridge of connection is built across
a river of understanding and compassion.
Such a bridge can last forever
in spirit of love and enterprise.

Legacies are built when bridges
end fear and misunderstanding
because we let ourselves
live beyond our selfishness.

When we let empathy in  and
worship reason, and see ourselves
in all those others, then we can become
master bridge builders.

 

Changing America

Unrelenting pressure!

I believe the assault on our democratic norms, the assault on the free press, the use of the Department of Justice for revenge and retribution, the use of our military to support a paramilitary ICE organization (as they did in Chicago this week), and the radical downsizing of the federal government during an engineered government shutdown are all pretexts to the big game that will be played out in 2026.

Project 2025 was the launch.  What is coming is the full affect of a completely empowered executive branch of government that identifies as a white christian nationalist autocracy.

The ridiculous display of the “Secretary of War” telling the generals and admirals gathered about a warrior ethos.  Their job is to kill.  Then  to hear how they are going to he asked to fight the enemies within, and use American cities as training grounds.

The stated intent by the administration is to punish Democratic cities, to defund Dem agencies (whatever those are) to fire federal workers, and to put troops into Democratic cities… at the time of a shutdown.

I believe that the Administration will eventually back down on the ACA subsidies after a time of suffering so they can say they fixed the impasse, and they will likely restructure (not much) and rebrand the ACA subsidies as TrumpCare in order to appeal to the MAGA base.

While at the same time the intimidation of Dem cities will continue and the cut backs at Agencies of the Federal government will be used to restructure a smaller government to be adherent to the principles and policies of an increasingly autocratic and powerful executive branch.  Troops backing a paramilitary ICE in the cities will be there, in-part, to foment a crisis and create the emergency that is needed to close down the 2026 election and/or intimidate voters in urban areas so that the election is not free and fair.

This is about solidifying power…and this will fundamentally change us from a democratic republic to an elected dictator, and this will lead to the anointment of our future leader (when Trump leaves) with elections as only showmanship.  The congress will exist in name only without any real power.  The Department of Justice will be the Department of Retribution, and the Judiciary will be cowed into going along to keep their jobs, as will the not-so-free press.  The Department of Defense is now the Department of War and is slowly being turned toward “the enemy within”… The constitution will be a memory of the way it was as America gets reimagined as a one-party-in-power country with white christian nationalist undertones to keep the people under the control of leaders expousing that this is what God wants, and this is what is good for keeping America powerful and protected.

Now what can be done about this…

For a start, the Dems need to give in on the Continuing Resolution Bill… Put forward that they are taking the Republicans word that they will negotiate to continue ACA subsidies, that the president said he is firing workers because of the shutdown, and thus can stop doing so… and allow the president to reconstitute infrastructure funding that benefit all Americans… and when they backslide, hold them to account. Let them disappoint the American public, and as well as their own MAGA base.  Only then is it possible to erode their power base.

The Dems also need to focus on the impact of tariffs on the economy, especially our farmers and industries dependent on foreign materials such and lumber and aluminum.  Force Trump to address this.  He will make a victory lap when he subsidizes those hurt by tariffs, but dems can claim they pushed this along.  It is best for industry and farmers and important to show the failure of a president who is wielding  dictatorial powers.

And We the People need to continue to hold our leaders accountable to the Constitution of the United States of America everywhere we can.  Our freedom of speech especially, our right to assemble (peaceful demonstrations), as well as, our insistence on free and fair elections.  We need to communicate to all who are being deluded that what is coming is not nationalism, and it’s not christian, and most of all not American.   We should use humor when we can, we should speak with understanding, as many believe what they are being told, and most importantly they want to believe that we are good and fair people.  We must show empathy for others and remind those who are deluded that empathy and fairness is fundamentally American.  We must encourage and defend leaders from all walks of life who can communicate truth; entertainers, educators, religious leaders, press and politicians.   Also we must vote with our money.  Where we vacation, which entertainers we seek, what products we buy.

This is going to be a very difficult coming 12 to 14 months, and much will hinge on what happens with this government shutdown and turmoil that comes from it.

It is difficult but we must keep the faith that our Republic will emerge from this great challenge with an intact Constitution and people who desire to be united in the insistence of freedom in our 251st year of Independence from tyranny.

America is changing.  We must decide if we are going to continue to evolve as a free and powerful country or revert to an oppressed and weakened country.

 

 

Wander

There are times when I wander,
not in the sense of pacing,
although I do find pacing helps
to satiate a  bias for action.

I wander along streams of life
consciousness, of opposites
and art, where there is no sun
without shade.

Where there’s no rainbow
without rain, and where this
bird of hope flutters in the
belly of artistic thought.

Giving birth to interconnected
life thoughts in the wistfullness
of words, which may be a
guidepost to something new.

But for it to be new, there must be
something old, or yet unfound
which permits life streams
to merge into this moment.

And despite all odds, and all
of life chances and the tumble
of the dice of world randomness
we are here living in these moments

that we are just wandering through!

 

Hope, Inspiration, Perseverance and Wisdom

Hope 

Hope is life blossoming,
it is the world beyond the window
alive in exploding vibrant colors
and it is on aspiring lips of youth
and in the heart which beats fast
with the kiss offered in love’s hope
and in all dreams well dreamt. 

Inspiration

Between blind hope
and aspiring reason.
Between the evolved conscious
and the feel of the universe.
It blossoms out of the gloom
of anxiety into flowering white
of creativeness
and is the difference
between a calculated life and
something infinitely grand. 

Perseverance

It is the overcoming of life,
it is taking the next steps
despite the world, and yet in
concert with the world.
It favors those who prepare
and those who allow the birth
of inspiration and is the
difference between dreams
forgotten and those lived.

Wisdom

Is life learning, it is listening
closely, discerning truths
from mysteries, reason from
un-inspired hopes, knowing
the difference between
stubbornness and perseverance.
It is the path from hope to
life’s realized dreams and
It is available to everyone.

—–

From Poetry Foundation a Poem By Donald Hall that is so very inspiring…

Ox-Cart Man 

by Donald Hall

In October of the year,
he counts potatoes dug from the brown field, 
counting the seed, counting 
the cellar’s portion out,
and bags the rest on the cart’s floor.

He packs wool sheared in April, honey
in combs, linen, leather
tanned from deerhide,
and vinegar in a barrel
hooped by hand at the forge’s fire.

He walks by his ox’s head, ten days
to Portsmouth Market, and sells potatoes,
and the bag that carried potatoes,
flaxseed, birch brooms, maple sugar, goose  
feathers, yarn.

When the cart is empty he sells the cart. 
When the cart is sold he sells the ox,
harness and yoke, and walks
home, his pockets heavy
with the year’s coin for salt and taxes,

and at home by fire’s light in November cold
stitches new harness
for next year’s ox in the barn,
and carves the yoke, and saws planks
building the cart again.

 

Nothing Sir, Nothing At All

Soldier, what will break your fall?
Nothing, sir, nothing at all.

Why do you stand, gun in hand?
Orders given, to be here and stand.

Soldier would you fire on all of us?
If ordered, it appears that I must.

Would you interfere with polling?
If elections are threaten to be stollen.

But you must know you are a tool?
Yes, sir, but I serve those who rule.

But you won’t always be a soldier.
This is true, I’ll be like you when older.

Then soldier what will break your fall?
Nothing, sir, nothing at all

 

I know this seems cynical, but I imagine the use of troops to interfere with our democracy, and pray they are not put in such situations for there is no end to how far they and we could fall. 

Rip-Tide

The storm waves are brewing,
dangerous ideas have been stewing.
The barriers and guide-rails fail,
war and conflict is up for sale.

Who,  of you, will buy into this,
and risk the churning sea mist?
Will you even feel a pulling rip-tide
taking you deeper, for a deadly ride?

You see the red flags flying
You know people are dying,
and there’s no rescue if you go,
there’s only the abyss below.

An unthinking herd wades right in
following the powerful once again
into these stormy seas of hate
and on toward hell’s fiery gate.

Turn back before it’s too late!

 

 

 

Make Plans

Its great to make plans
to have a purpose and direction
but life happens, and the world
doesn’t cooperate as it should.

The nest is knocked to the ground
by an angry wind, the web is
destroyed by an unruly critter
the meadow is covered by early snow.

Life takes turns, and troubles
arise, and yet we rebuild, we
replan, we move forward, for
direction is its own purpose.

We are who we are because
of the adaptability bred into
us and the intellect we value
and continually evolve.

So plan with the angry wind
in mind, the unruly critter
possible and the prospect
of early snow

and continue to evolve
and learn.

 

The Future Past is Here

We have no idea what the future may hold
we tell ourselves, in an attempt to be bold.

A way to avoid thinking it all through
and acknowledging what we know is true.

The future is no ninja in the night
It tells us over and over what’s right.

Just look to the past as a prologue
in order to see through the fog.

The fog we claim as our own is easier
than clarity of the image in the mirror.

We can say the future is unknown
but true intents have long been shown.

It’s no ninja in the night, it is right here
in broad daylight transparent and clear.

Ignorance is no excuse, we know who we are,
choose to fight, or meekly wear a yellow star.

Wakeup, the future is abundantly clear
and the danger very present and near.

 

 

Just A Fountain

Fascinating, hypnotic and yet elemental
it plays for you even if your attention fails
it is water and stone just as earthly as it is alien
it is constant motion and flow, gravity and power,
simple and complex with curves of origin and movement.

It is black as obsidian, and clear as cool streams
It plays to your life rhythms and conscious dreams
It plays to your peace and your connection to the world
It is quiet and yet it must be heard, for it is elemental
let it be part of you, and you are part of it and everything.

Fountain Magic

 

 

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